Dead Bored.

AHH!!!
Im stuck at home with nothing to do!
I don't really want to study for my last paper. Its dreadfully boring.
I can't really bring myself to do it...
Besides my notes are in a mess.
Sigh..
Overwhelming sense of loss after most of the A's are over.
Geez why...
Maybe I just need to arrange more meet ups with peoplez. I guess that only comes after 25 which is the OFFICIAL OFFICIAL end for me. Keh.
Ok... Bleahhh
Despite my hate for routine. I've realised people do depend on it.
Now its just about creating a new routine.
But then again... 2 weeks isn't much time is it?
It shall be a haphazard 2 week. Full of random shit..
Whee.. I heard I'll kena 2 weeks confinement nooeeeezzz Lol
Interesting. Public holidays will be like heaven lol..
GAH i shld go get my notes arranged...
RANTZZZZZZzzzzz

The End and A Beginning.

Wheee A lvls are nearly over. I am down to my LAST PAPERRRRRR!!! On 25th muwahahah..
Haven't started studying yet though.. Damn it already in the holiday mood. Bleah.
Highly anticipating a huge feeling of liberation on the 25th.
I CAN'T WAIT!!!
I'll be slacking SO BADLY for two weeks before going in to PTP.
Desirable..
Bought a mega nice book called Spaghetti. It has 130 different recipes for standard Italian combinations for spaghetti. And its shaped similar to a standard packet of spaghetti! How cool is that?!
Ok yea.. Hmm
Lets see plans for Art in future.
Well since A'lvl art is nearly over. I'm thinking of going back to doing art in my free time.
After neglecting deviant art for about two years? Hahaha..
Musically. I guess I'll be more focused now. Although its tempting to pick up the Ukulele because its just SO cute ok nvm. I think I shld continue improving at guitar and harmonica first.
As for Spaghetti, I aim to try every recipe in the book -as the ingredients I can get permit me - by the end of my army! (should probably get a head start and try one everyday during the two weeks LOL)
Of course I won't neglect my language.. Reading consistently is a must for me. Not too sure about writing though. Best leave that to the ones who actually can do it.
Guess thats all.

Just a little self-reminder.

Tomorrow is the A-lvls day one. (No shit!)
Waiting for this day since nearly two years ago so it can be over and done with.
I don't have much time to slack after A's before I go into army (Shaddup Rahman SCDF Maht)
But heck la just make the best of A lvls.
After all, study so much already.. I can't say I know nuts. =.=
Don't panic, stay calm and Own.
And also don't let others get you into a panic.
First day is always the hardest.
The week will be over before you know it.
Lit and Art papers. NO slacking. Esp for lit.
Even if I can't get an A. I have to get at least a B grade.
Art. Nothing short of an A. I have so much time its the least I can do.
1 WHOLE WEEK Please.
CLB can go screw itself lol.

Minorities and National Unity
State Vs Market
Japanese Occupation
Authoritarian Government
Rise of Military
Role of Communists etc.

SBQ:
ASEAN Way
AFTA
Cambodia
Other random shit.

Kk.

Unattached Parting of Ways.

Today was Graduation Day from SRJC officially.
I guess I don't feel it now but I would probably look back with my fond memories of the people in the school friends and teachers alike.
Most will probably live on as but a memory.
Two years was really too short a time to be rooted and firm.
The non-religious atmosphere in SR gave room for more interaction without fear of crossing any religious borders.
The humble lot have made being in SR a decent stay.
And the zealous teachers deserve more pay.
My heart will always remain at SA,
But to the people I've known in SR, thank you.

2 more weeks to A'lvls and its all I've got. Perhaps I shouldn't look to the sky.
One has to be realistic when it comes to these things.
Its partly to ease the pressure and stress.
Besides my momentum during Mid-years was ruined by art coursework.
I guess I just let it slip.
What to do?
Whack lor, hopefully I still can attest to being a decent last minute chiongster :x
Luckily, I have a plan B lol...

When you start something you must always see it through... Thank you Ms Yeo for your words of wisdom. Hahah...

Music. Simple and Effective.

Woah, finally a post that ISN'T about whining heh.

Steven Wilson said, "You don't write from the intellect, you write from the heart."
I think this sentence pretty much sums up his music. While his songs are not overly complicated or flashy. They are very rich in sound quality. The kinds of tones he uses, the effects.

Gavin Harrison, drummer of Porcupine Tree feels that technically played drums is just a regurgitation of hours of practice. He too uses simple beats that are unique and effective.

Being able to feel the emotion of a song as a whole, that is great. But playing a single note and doing the same is a whole different thing. That is why Porcupine Tree owns.

Every kind of instrument has the ability, if played well, to produce a certain emotion. And it does not require a whole line up of shred's, double pedals, arpeggios or that flashy sweep picking to make it sound good.

Which brings me to ask, where is today's music going? Pop Music as it were. A way to make music accessible to the masses. Thats why its called mainstream. It attempts to remove the elitist element. Just like Pop Art. True the concept is different, and interesting. But does it then have detrimental effects on the quality of music or art produced?

Then again, music is subjective. What genre do you like? Which can't you stand? So different genres cater to different needs. You may have your criticisms but you still have to be some what accepting. And if nothing else it sure as hell makes a lot of money.

Yay Milestone done with.

Hurrah. My JC art journey...whatever... has ended and yea... Its good to get that shit off my back..
Its 12.30 past midnight and I haven't done GP...Zzz...
Really got to get my act together. Fast. Sigh... After weighing the options... It will be good to have a decent A lvl cert so yea, follow through with the plan of studying like a dog.

I want to be angry and get into a fury. Smash some things.. I need to vent my anger/ frustration..
Its not that difficult. I just have NO TIME! to play guitar.. Go for a jog ( hey don't laugh I know I say I will but I never go in the end but.. zz) bleah...
I'm really at a loss.
What am I supposed to do?
sigh...
Ok off to bed since im obviously not going to do my homework now...
at least this weekend is gonna be good... hahaah mega food at rahman's YEA!

Le Cordon Bleu Paris.

Lawl. My first time desiring something in Cert form.

But muwahahaha money has dealt a cruel blow.
47K PER Term, not including lodging, visa, insurance, food. GOOD GOD MAN!

The hell...
I know the school is god like la but what the shit...
Sigh..
Well paralleling this to getting into Harvard and Oxford and all I guess...
Its pretty outta reach.. :X
Fine.
Geez.
Settle for something cheaper I guess.
Gotta look around again when I have time.

Paris, you are just too damn freaking high-class for me. Sod off.