You Not Me

Being round you is driving me crazy
Watching you run is making me lazy
You're trying to buy a place in my head
Telling me lines I've already read
Speaking my name to try to confuse me
Say it again youre starting to lose me

Thats alright I'm okay
It happens every single day
Its all the same
But I'm not blind

Its all about you not me
Its all about the things
That you're expecting me to be
Theres not enough time to live
And all that you're expecting me to give

Its all about you not me
Its all about you not me

You're building my prison brick by brick
Eating your words is making me sick
You get what you want
Cause nothing is sacred
You're reading my mind
And leaving me naked
You say I gotta give before I receive it
One of these days I'll believe it.

Its all about you not me
Its all about the things
That you're expecting me to be
Theres not enough time to live
And all that you're expecting me to give

Its all about you not me
Its all about you not me

Thats alright I'm okay
It happens every single day
Its all the same
But I'm not blind

Its all about you not me
Its all about the things
That you're expecting me to be
Theres not enough time to live
And all that you're expecting me to give

Its all about you not me
Its all about you not me
Its all about you not me

by Dream Theater

Hmm, suddenly reminded of this song. Got really ticked off listening to this song because it made me realise something back then lol.. Live for yourself I guess not for others' expectations of you. But of course don't make others do things for your own sake. And then again, there has to be some selfishness in everyone... :\

Dull days.

Bleah, South East Asian History is boring to the MAX.
Can't even begin to start reading and I fall asleep.
Got too damned fed up, plus my dad is going about his usual stubborn nonsense that just makes me want to strangle him. Not only is he mad. He insists that my brother be taught his way, which is outdated. Its not about sticking to tradition (not that I think tradition is wonderful), its a mutating syllabus la.
Zzz my brother is probably going to normal and I can't help him.
Anyhow I would have lost my cool so I went for a jog which eventually degraded into a walk and eventually I sat down at a bench around the middle of Toa Payoh to Bishan.
Saw this damn cool dad who apparently made this cart thingy, bicycle attached to it and it was dragging another cart behind. His daughter was sitting in the back. Damn cool la.
If I didn't have the company of my friends I'd be so lifeless.

I'm tired and I'm so alone

Two Fusiliers

And have we done with War at last?

Well, we're been lucky devils both,

And there's no need of pledge or oath

To bind our lovely friendship fast,

By firmer stuff

Close bound enough.

By wire and wood and stake we're bound,

By Fricourt and by Festubert,

By whipping rain, by the sun's glare,

By all the misery and loud sound,

By a Spring day,

By Picard clay.

Show me the two so closely bound

As we, by the wet bond of blood,
By friendship, blossoming from mud,

By Death: we faced him, and we found

Beauty in Death,

In dead men breath.

by ROBERT GRAVES

Day 02

T'was a tragic day.

Countless brain cells died at the frontlines,

And we mourn for their loss.

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Day 03

(today) Bleah, lit and history together the horrors. Thank Jupiter is just one paper a day from now on. =D

...and if I don't promote... -.-

Must have a positive outlook.

HAHA Deon!

War has come...

Dear War Diary of 7 days,

Today the SRJC J1 Cohort begin a week long campaign 'gainst the attack of The Freshly-printed-exam-scripts.

Hahaha, its always good to joke about these things because it makes it more bearable...and funny :D

Abel started the day off with Dulce Et Decorum Est Pro Patria Mori. (brings back memories)
Bent double... Knock-kneed. Heh heh.
Indeed for today I spent half the time Abel did on the battlefield for I do not habour any hatred for Econs.
We're probably going to come out of this bloodshod.. Faces hanging like a devil's sick of sin.. With vile incurable sores..blah blah blah lol..

Tomorrow we get up early and attack the Communists camp.. But we do our killing after breakfast so at about 8am yea? Known for their massive numbers... hard-to-remember phrases and words as well as outdated moral values.. Its going to be a tough fight. I fear I will lose this battle.

And of course after that is the long waited Abacus Skirmish. Which, to sum it up, the Graphic Calculators are being overthrown. (Oh it would be hellah funny if someone brought an abacus into the exam hall.)

- WJ