Lol seriously damn sleepy in school the past few days. At times I just wanna K.O. can't even keep a level head in lessons... Just.. DYING.
Why la why. Damn weak lol
Ok la quite cool I'm doing work and studying or trying to everyday :D
Productive or not thats the main issue here.
Sigh, principal talked about plan B And C AHHHHHHHHH...
Seriously... might just go learn how to cook lah damn sian of what I do now lol..
Learn how to be chef not bad leh. :X but its just a side ambition... probably another hobby thing like ART.
What about going to poly LOL.. might have to go poly leh if dun make it to uni. Considering even if I put in godlike effort... 70 points not gonna cut it for the Arts course in uni lor..
Well it can be well assured that even though I will stray and do some really random and waste time stuff I will spend MORE time on studying. I just need to rant on how much effort im putting in because I've more or less resigned myself to the fact that I need to study.
I remember what JJ said last year..."Just do it, don't think too much.." Which turns out to be quite true. Get it over and done with. It will become somewhat mechanical but oh well. Heh also my math teacher says I got potential to do well :D :D Its hilarious how I slack for 1 and a half years in math... JUST to start owning Mwahahahah... Aiyah its time spent on it la really. I spent none so I got shit results. But mid years was epic. One day before maths paper. Hee. Am boasting about it.
Can't let Mr Lim down. Hes a dedicated teacher and a nice man. Beast at running oso ODAC monster. Lolololol
I'm worried about history... The days of doing well for history during secondary school are gone. Sim Keng's 'Favourite' Student LOL hilarious.
Heck la gotta think about what I can possibly do it future instead of going uni. Afterall its my life and I can't stay comfortable forever.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Monday, July 6, 2009
Bubble of life.
Bursting the bubble of life.
heh i rock cos i just came up with that. damn you all for being in such an anti-convention state.
- firstly, rebel without a cause? lol... doesn't really matter when everything is nothing anyway does it? Do we need a cause?
I figured, well thus far that... the word Nothing, is somehow a resounding 'image' in my head.
we shall all come to nothing,
and turn to dust.
So with that point of view, life is pretty much what the hell you want to do. But of course doesn't one need to consider the surroundings. After all there are many 'rules' that keep this 'reality', this human reality of life afloat. Hence, being a being in this made up world, how then does one react? By his own without consideration of circumstances, or first take into account the factors.
Meh I don't really know which way is better. It just depends on your preference. You don't have a safety issue? Go ahead, whack la. If you do (apparently I do, nooo) then abide for now? Bleah.
Been in this mood you clowns are in before.. It kinda reached the peak last year? maybe. Spanned since shit happened at home heh. Right now? Uhhh... im just too comfortable. I think i've mentioned it before heh. Maybe because after all the rebelling, my dad's no longer bugging me, my studies, my life has pretty much been handed to me on a platter. No curfew, hardly anyone at home can stop me. Up till now I'm not quite sure what I'm going to do... what course in uni. just a few recurring words... literature, philosophy... art? This inclinatio wasn't ingrained, but I guess it grew over the years and its what I feel and think that I like to do.
My bubble of life hasn't broken. yet. when shit hits the fan it will... just waiting.
...i bet I'll be lost and in a daze as usual =x
heh i rock cos i just came up with that. damn you all for being in such an anti-convention state.
- firstly, rebel without a cause? lol... doesn't really matter when everything is nothing anyway does it? Do we need a cause?
I figured, well thus far that... the word Nothing, is somehow a resounding 'image' in my head.
we shall all come to nothing,
and turn to dust.
So with that point of view, life is pretty much what the hell you want to do. But of course doesn't one need to consider the surroundings. After all there are many 'rules' that keep this 'reality', this human reality of life afloat. Hence, being a being in this made up world, how then does one react? By his own without consideration of circumstances, or first take into account the factors.
Meh I don't really know which way is better. It just depends on your preference. You don't have a safety issue? Go ahead, whack la. If you do (apparently I do, nooo) then abide for now? Bleah.
Been in this mood you clowns are in before.. It kinda reached the peak last year? maybe. Spanned since shit happened at home heh. Right now? Uhhh... im just too comfortable. I think i've mentioned it before heh. Maybe because after all the rebelling, my dad's no longer bugging me, my studies, my life has pretty much been handed to me on a platter. No curfew, hardly anyone at home can stop me. Up till now I'm not quite sure what I'm going to do... what course in uni. just a few recurring words... literature, philosophy... art? This inclinatio wasn't ingrained, but I guess it grew over the years and its what I feel and think that I like to do.
My bubble of life hasn't broken. yet. when shit hits the fan it will... just waiting.
...i bet I'll be lost and in a daze as usual =x
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