Confucius he say, "Man who rides on a boat full of holes has sinking feeling."

Alright. Just a little Confucius joke.. Its epic because it has a one two punch. :D

Anyhow, so far life has been hectic with performance practice.
And yet it has been rather.. ok VERY funny. Especially for the actors preparing for Lit night.

Shakespeare... is one sick sonuva...

Its been very tiring. Zzz everyday KOed sia...
I should watch Chaos in Motion tonight.. Been waiting ever since the week end.

Ok just realised what a useless guitarist I am. *sigh* I can't even strum well. Wtf. Ok self doubt moment... lol

One thing though, I really need to stop all this dead end thinking. Its a habit already. I want something concrete, evidence, proof, confirmation. Its a good thing but sometimes its bad.
Got to loosen up a bit too... yea... And its really annoying when other people get involved. Screws things up.
Mental note: Leave options open, nothing is set in stone...

Theres still some left unsaid... Until a better time arrives.
please work out in a favourable way... hahah is it really too much to ask? Bleah whatever.

The hannah is going away. Begone girly-like thing, you have been a pest! Now Shoo!
ok tired. zzz

Just to keep tabs

Heres a list of songs I WILL learn in no particular order...

shallow sleep - Hyde
californication - RHCP
betterman - Pearl Jam
romeo and juliet - Dire Straits
Fields of Gold - Sting
On Every Street - Dire Straits
Evergreen - Hyde
虹彩 - alicenine
silent man - Dream Theater
By The Way - RHCP
Niji - L'Arc En Ciel
Life - YUI
Hollow Years - Dream Theater

Thats about it so far..

Managed to learn two songs in the past...3 days? =\

Lazarus
Solitary Shell ( just awhile ago, minus the solo)

Gotta relearn some songs too...

Pure Narcotic
Blackest Eyes
Scarlet Rose
Wish You Were Here (solo)

Okie dokie.

Went for walk about..

Those who have watched the movie Australia will know the significance of the title.
Anyway.. As I ended up realising, wanting to go to the botanical gardens is something you have to do yourself.. *sigh*

Probably why I chiong through the whole place in about 2 hours?

Haha, I was really impressed with the place, with all the upgrading they've done so far. Fuh.

I haven't seen the Eco Garden and the Jacobs _____ Children's Garden yet though. I was simply.. too.. yep you know its coming... tired.

The National Orchid Garden was... FANTASTIC! except for the breeds of orchids that were named after certain people Singapore is on good terms with. Those were rather... weird. meh.
$1 well spent hahah..

Once I reached the visitor centre I was damn tired and hungry. So I ate... and left! Lol... took a cab to Sommerset then went home to slack..

Later on went to meet JM and Grace for dinner.
Mr Curry lawl. No money to pay on the spot so... yea the two of them with CREDIT CARDS went to draw moneys. I owe JM money now. $12 =(

then went to talk at some nice steps alongside a historical river.

PHOTO SPAM TIME!

Music C'est la vie!

Harmonica!
Yea! Well I'm thinking of picking up the harmonica since I've been looking for something easy to express myself with. Other than whistling which is fun but :\
And since I'm not there yet with guitar. I'm hoping harmonicas' gonna help.

Not sure which one to get though but I ended up watching a heap of videos on the harmonica and read up on it.
Its recommended I get one in the key of C to begin with. Preferably one with 10 holes.
Lots of mouth/tongue action going on.. lawl.

Its really great that I picked up guitar at the end of 07, along with Kenjutsu. Though I'm still a beginner at both. It has kept me occupied and away from my online gaming tendencies. Time spent on that I reckon could have been better spent doing other things. Considering I started reading quite late? Yeah.
Fear of A Blank Planet eh?

Got to get to the jamming level. *sigh* whenever thats gonna happen.

Oh I heard this super cool line from Yoda while I was watching tv..
he said, "You must learn to let go of the things you fear to lose the most..."
Cool eh? Whatever lol. Its an Abel thing I bet.

Well I'm looking forward to Tuesday.
A walk in a huge park lol.
Aim of the day is to... Relax... So yea. Just slack (one of the things I'm better at :P)
I guess food is my responsibility so I'll get that down tomorrow.

and having a tired attitude towards everything generally makes you calmer because you don't give a crap about much. :\ its not good all the time though.

Lit project tomorrow with the guys.
Wake up early ...
Right.. and Frost* is pretty rockin'

One ridiculous dream after another..

Whoo hoo spent the day sleeping..
I think I went back to sleep about 5 times? And each time it was some crap retarded dream.

Still have to get history done by tonight.
Having nothing to do/ not wanting to do anything equates to a really dull point in life.
Like right now, but at least im awake.

Meeting Rahman in a few days to mug. That'd be good. Haven't spoken to him in awhile. Haven't studied in ages. What with all that crap about studying during the holidays turned out to be a lot of fun instead. Which is good but like having too much alcohol the night before, right now my head is really messed up.

and if I manage to muster the enthusiasm to go to the Botanical Gardens, heck yea I'm going. B says that place is powerful now lol.. Yes powerful is a new word that has caught on.

its really time to start focusing on doing well for A's
Much thanks to Ms Yeo and Mdm Robyn Wong in 08.
Haha lawl, I won't even be taught by my CT this year because she teaches Econs.

Well after the rebellion of 08. Even though my dad hasn't changed, there has been less hoo-hah at home. Or maybe thats because I've been out a lot. Ah figures. I don't feel like I'm a part of the family anymore. Don't even take part in family gatherings as much as I used to. Much as I fought (literally) for something good. All that, meh it seems I've given up already. They need to get over their own problems and issues. I was never involved in this fight to begin with, hence why nothing I do affects it.

One things for sure, to quote JJ, the one constant in the World is Change. As with life, everything progresses. For good or for bad. Back when I was talking to this nice lady in the hospital, whom my aunt paid to talk to me. She said that I would have to be prepared to accept that my dad would carry on this way. So, over the years.. with all the fights and arguments, my mom is tired. So am I and so is my brother. Haha, I bet my dad feels sian also. Hopefully he gets sick of it enough to turn it around. =.=

In other news. Congrats to Bryan for knifing his finger. Oww that looked like it hurt a lot. We were relating it back to that short clip we saw in the theatres about not being focused lol.

Well, enough of that talk. When it comes down to it, one has to do something; make a move. For some things I'm glad that I tried. Whether I failed or succeeded or that I am still trying. At the very least, some effort has been put in.

Off to do history. Gah. =.=