One ridiculous dream after another..

Whoo hoo spent the day sleeping..
I think I went back to sleep about 5 times? And each time it was some crap retarded dream.

Still have to get history done by tonight.
Having nothing to do/ not wanting to do anything equates to a really dull point in life.
Like right now, but at least im awake.

Meeting Rahman in a few days to mug. That'd be good. Haven't spoken to him in awhile. Haven't studied in ages. What with all that crap about studying during the holidays turned out to be a lot of fun instead. Which is good but like having too much alcohol the night before, right now my head is really messed up.

and if I manage to muster the enthusiasm to go to the Botanical Gardens, heck yea I'm going. B says that place is powerful now lol.. Yes powerful is a new word that has caught on.

its really time to start focusing on doing well for A's
Much thanks to Ms Yeo and Mdm Robyn Wong in 08.
Haha lawl, I won't even be taught by my CT this year because she teaches Econs.

Well after the rebellion of 08. Even though my dad hasn't changed, there has been less hoo-hah at home. Or maybe thats because I've been out a lot. Ah figures. I don't feel like I'm a part of the family anymore. Don't even take part in family gatherings as much as I used to. Much as I fought (literally) for something good. All that, meh it seems I've given up already. They need to get over their own problems and issues. I was never involved in this fight to begin with, hence why nothing I do affects it.

One things for sure, to quote JJ, the one constant in the World is Change. As with life, everything progresses. For good or for bad. Back when I was talking to this nice lady in the hospital, whom my aunt paid to talk to me. She said that I would have to be prepared to accept that my dad would carry on this way. So, over the years.. with all the fights and arguments, my mom is tired. So am I and so is my brother. Haha, I bet my dad feels sian also. Hopefully he gets sick of it enough to turn it around. =.=

In other news. Congrats to Bryan for knifing his finger. Oww that looked like it hurt a lot. We were relating it back to that short clip we saw in the theatres about not being focused lol.

Well, enough of that talk. When it comes down to it, one has to do something; make a move. For some things I'm glad that I tried. Whether I failed or succeeded or that I am still trying. At the very least, some effort has been put in.

Off to do history. Gah. =.=