Much left unsaid..

Hurray for it is the day before a New Year! 31st of December 2008.
Uh huh. I have my own opinion on Time but for the sake of being human I shall comply.

I have a rough idea where I'm headed in life.
This vision was rather deflected at the beginning of this year. With my crazy and impulsive want to be some ship Captain.
I know what I can appreciate and what I can't.
I am unsure of some things... wishing it would just go my way, but heck it probably won't.
as Abel put rather morbidly.. one has to learn to let go. (Think at the edge of a cliff)

A bit disappointed. hm

What am I going to do next year. Will my art take me anywhere? In Art I guess Ideas without Skill equates to crap. However if I can think of a way to show my idea without requiring that much skill. It would work to my advantage.

If I blow up again next year I'm sorry.

I'm only 17, (its just a number but..) I feel like I'm going to miss being alive. (ALREADY? WTF)
Bleah, over dramatic much.

We'll see next year now won't we.
Resolutions... HMM..
As always.. continue to enjoy life my way. I don't mind following sometimes but bah..
Work my butt off. (like last mi...nvm)
Try to keep friendships alive despite much doubt and fear.
Oh and of course improve in guitar and swordsmanship.

ahh there about..
off to bed
- a very tired person..
~yawn...