Much left unsaid..

Hurray for it is the day before a New Year! 31st of December 2008.
Uh huh. I have my own opinion on Time but for the sake of being human I shall comply.

I have a rough idea where I'm headed in life.
This vision was rather deflected at the beginning of this year. With my crazy and impulsive want to be some ship Captain.
I know what I can appreciate and what I can't.
I am unsure of some things... wishing it would just go my way, but heck it probably won't.
as Abel put rather morbidly.. one has to learn to let go. (Think at the edge of a cliff)

A bit disappointed. hm

What am I going to do next year. Will my art take me anywhere? In Art I guess Ideas without Skill equates to crap. However if I can think of a way to show my idea without requiring that much skill. It would work to my advantage.

If I blow up again next year I'm sorry.

I'm only 17, (its just a number but..) I feel like I'm going to miss being alive. (ALREADY? WTF)
Bleah, over dramatic much.

We'll see next year now won't we.
Resolutions... HMM..
As always.. continue to enjoy life my way. I don't mind following sometimes but bah..
Work my butt off. (like last mi...nvm)
Try to keep friendships alive despite much doubt and fear.
Oh and of course improve in guitar and swordsmanship.

ahh there about..
off to bed
- a very tired person..
~yawn...

Worry Over Change..

Ahh I'm paranoid but... meh I wonder whats going to happen by the end of next year..
What will change?
To the World, Singapore, my friends and myself..
I hope it doesn't go South but what can I do?
And that change is inevitable.

Watched Yes Man today.
Something to think about. As always... Sometimes I get annoyed with myself.
It is a good show... great fun hahaha lots of laughter and one HUGE sexual innuendo at the end LOL

I guess we all grow tired of being gloomy and knowing the World is doomed.
Can't run. And I don't know what I can do to change things.. Nothing I suppose unless I become president. Which is very funny yes I know. Whatever la... If people spent more time looking at the situation of the Earth as it is now instead of praying and devoting their lives to some dude in the heavens. I reckon he'd be pleasantly surprised. But thats just me.

and in conclusion this is a mindful rant, that serves only to express my worries. Nothing more.

Green Tea & Weight Loss

Hmm... we'll I'm hoping I made the right link that tea does help you to lose weight...
because it cleanses your body and makes you pee a lot =o

Mmm a pot of tea all to myself...
A pot of tea with no one to drink with...
An excellent pot of green tea nonetheless.

Bah.

The holidays are running away again... and I've yet to start any work at all.
Time is of the essence.
Is still confused.

WATCH IP MUN (EEP MAN) LAWL. DESIRE MOVIE.
- sleep -

Movie Night

Watched a late night...well 9.30pm does that count?
The Day The World Stood Still.
Whee as usual... went to the theatre to decide the movie and the time.
Didn't even know who was the starring actor in the movie until I saw him.
Keanu Reeves.
Matrix dude lol. This time he comes back as an alien. Doh
At the start it felt like Armageddon all over again... Earth was going to get blown up by huge meteorite thing... Bleah so I thought.
Later it turned out to be a movie about the environment, mankind and life itself.
Inspiring, despite the lack of epicness in the movie.
Felt a great sense of satisfaction at the part where the whole world shut down and everyone just stopped.
What would we be doing if we all just stopped the world running?
But I guess thats just me not accepting that that is all there is to life - Identity's we get to pick from a vast list (thought exhaustible); jobs/lifestyles yet again from an exhaustible list.
I conclude as always that the big question that is life can be answered any way one wishes to. There is no right or wrong. Its really up to you.
So if life sucks then I guess it sucks to be you? :\ Heh wtf eh..

Mega drama at Kelgene's too lawl.

Japan!

Yea I'm back.
Food in Japan just surpasses anything I've had so far. Even their pocky has a better taste lol.
Sukiyaki is definately the top food there. Ate the most during that meal... A whole plate of pork cooked in boiling hot soy sauce broth. Yumm..
Eating buddies Ann and Ambrose ftw!

The experience? Not what I expected. Much better! =D Kyoto is beautiful. Buildings, landscape... Sugoi.
And now I feel genuinely interested in learning Japanese language lol... Before it was just the anime crazy and following friends to take the language course. Right now, hmm yea I may just go learn again.

Next year after Alvl's I want to go back to Japan. Along with Leonard and Grace if possible. Though I predict both will pang seh me during the trip because we all want to see different parts of Japan. In which case I really should learn the language so I don't get lost. :x

Ok hoo. And no I am not becoming obsessed. The scenery there is just fantastic. May have to go there and sketch lol >_>