Bah its getting really irritating, myself.
I always have a tendency to start on something, eg a project and then stop half way... and move on to starting something else. Nothing seems to be getting done.. Bad management/ discipline.. GAHHH!
And my ideas, pfft, if you can even call them ideas are so damn disparate. Its all over the place. I find it difficult to categorize ideas or for a common theme. And because of this my Coursework for Art is sufferring. Hella lot. I need to get stuff done by this week. If not. GG So, top priority this week is art. Of course get some studying done but still.
On a side note, this is bad long term, really. Rahman save me! AHH!!! No more tired. Have to stop having the slack mentality. I'm gonna cha... ahhhh...ti... CHANGE!
Disgusting.. really disgusting.
Sigh disheartening day tis was... Had no face to talk to Ms Kwa at all. Didn't even say bye when I left. . . Its not that im sian of art... I'm sick of my attitude, and my ideas. I need to rethink a lot of them and discard most. Get rid of prejudices against certain categories of people. Lawl. This also means I'm not going to sleep well for the next month or so and not want to go out much. Meh so be it. I have to change.
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