..spoon fell into my soup!

Gahhh.. the blogger interface is still not fixed. Bleah...
High fever, stomach flu and diahorrea for the past...2-3 days.
Its been hell especially the first night.
3 Blankets, my hoodie and no FAN. I still felt cold lol.

Evaded Chinese Exam.. Not that I planned this or anything.. Its all Rahman's fault for passing his sickness to me. Oh well..

Being at home with nothing to do... I got back to wasting my life away again.
Eat, Sleep, Play Com, etc...
But now that I'm better, I guess its back to LIFE. Whoopey Doo!

Not very enthusiastic eh? Maybe this whole idea of a construct and Identity has gotten to me. Where I think everything is pretty much made up. It all came from Nothing.
and so what goes up must come down,
What has life must also die.
Nothing to something to nothing.
An endless cycle, and its what you make of it.

With this well and accepted. What is a person to do with his/her life?
That whole tired thing is somehow still going on.. How much longer before I get out of this 'nest' and explore the world?
After all, I figured the only reason why we lack a greater right to how we want to live our lives is because in this age, as a general foundation of progress, development, technology, fast paced life, it is defined by others. Those who have managed to gain power over the masses. Why should they end up decided what we should do?
Aren't they infringing on MY right to life?
Individuality.
But the counter to this is that, those who live to kill have a right to do so?
Oh confounded world. Paradox after paradox. We want freedom and rights but what about morals?
So if theres pretty much no definite answer (as most people would conclude in the end).. then whatever lah...

Humanity has locked itself in its own hands. Yay.

I should just convert and be blissfully ignorant till I pass away. A much simpler and less mentally tasking life.