Fed up. Are you?

Sigh too many expectations to fulfil.
I gave all, and so what?
I keep getting this shit.
Should I give up too?
Wouldn't you, you the reader love to see me join the ranks of the damned.

Lol at least my brother is helping me with the black vinyl sticker.
Then again recently we've been helping each other ever since I got sick and he became my maid (for that time) LOL.
Ah well..

I have to get away.
From home, from school, from expectations.. from Singapore.
RUN AWAY RUN AWAY!!!
But then, it'll all catch up to me eventually.
So whats it worth to get a quick fix from a puff of nostalgia and euphoria?
Only to miss out later on.

Sacrifices have to be made now.
What I do may or may not come to anything eventually.
'Like a dog' I say.
My new motto for the A's.
If not I guess theres aways opening a Mee Rebus Stall with Rahman. Hahaha..

14 September. The Incident. Whoo hoo! =)
Arts becoming a huge drag. Got to get it done. Fast. Like now. lol.. Yes art is being done as I type.
I fear I may end up giving up. On everything. But whats new?
We're either Jaded or Deluded. That or you are probably TRULY like a DOG. A Machine. Ritual Routine Boredom.
Lit can just fuck off lah.. I'm not moving anywhere. This is as far as I'm getting without practice and just my own effort. A low B i.e. 15/25... Not bad I guess.
History. Wah lau I'm putting in the effort. So what..? Whatever lah..
Haha most epic. Failed GP
Failed MATHS! Ok that was mega mega disappointing. Sorry Mr Lim! Hahah the only awesome math teacher I will work hard for!
Art theory oso failed. Hahah... Tired deproved. I guess I should just get really worked up and emo and slit my wrists eh?
Ok nvm thats really too tiring. Doing something happy or eating happy food is better. And since I am usually alone when I'm down, I have the task of cheering myself up. Hah.

Really can't wait for the Incident. Something new finally. Steven Wilson FTW.
K I'm off to draw my tree.