Its been on my mind..

The FUTURE that is.

Well, after so many years of slacking and avoiding the problem.. It ain't going away..
Its just going to show up in my face so heck I have to face it.
Just what the devil am I going to do?
To be honest I don't want to teach.
I love lit, I love art and music. But guess what? I'm not a prodigy at any. I didn't have the hours and free time to put my heart and soul into these.
And fine I'm accepting of the time period im born in and the way the world is right now.
It seems like we won't have much of a great history to look back to.
No one is going to look back and say Hey the 2000s, 2010s... No I doubt it.
Life is GREAT and we're taking it for granted.
An Age of constant progress. an Age of peace.

Perhaps it was better when we had something to fight for.
Perhaps too much peace is bad.
I'm not advocating a war or anything...
But whats SO great about our time now?
What have we so marvellously achieved that we did not already intend/expect to?
Is it ever surprising?

Just waiting for 2012 to end.
Then we'll see.
Maybe something historic will happen. :)

I really have to decide what to do. SOON.
I was drilled into thinking science was interesting.
Its ... yawnnnnn...
I thought the arts would have something to offer...
I get all this high flown wish wash mumbo jumbo.

I'm well aware of my impulsive nature
I like to start on new projects and toss them aside and start on new ones..
It kinda sucks to not finish what I do...
Hahaha I guess thats me...

Bye bye shelter.
Thank you for keeping me safe from the storm
I guess from now on it won't be smooth sailing anymore..